it has been a while since my last post. i remember it was a month ago. awww, i sound like a busy person but actually i'm not. haha..
nothing much to write since i'm all terperap dalam rumah. takkan nak update about pasang surut air (because i live near a river!) or pasal buah kelapa jatuh..bla..bla...
so, since i'm all free now, i just wanna drop by here and write. staying at home for almost five months is kinda boring. haha, i think i have gained much heavier since then. of course la kan? nak buat apa sangat. it's okay la... nanti when i start my campus life (in sha'a Allah) hopefully will shed some pounds!! haha, i hope sangat-sangat.
ok, that part does not matter that much. in my previous post, i had mentioned that my ma is terribly sick (but she's not being warded). alhamdulillah, i am more than thankful and grateful - overwhelmingly happy as my dearest ma has recovered. again, alhamdulillah... i remember, she was sooo patient masa sakit. the penyakit is not like any other diseases. it's not a physical disease (no need to explain much much la). besides that penyakit we also have other problems, too... man, the situations were so damn tough. Allah knows!! but, berkat kesabaran and a lot of do'as, alhamdulillah, we can go through everything la. at least, i will not get worried so much la as i will be leaving her soon (sedih pulak when terkenangkan that moment). whatever it is, all is well!
sedar atau tidak, we're now in may. how time flies... so, i'll have around less than a month la living at my teratak buruk. then, gotta berhijrah somewhere la to continue my studies. aww... i'm a big girl now (memang big pon!).
what else to say? owh yeah, alhamdulillah, i got a study offer from kolej matrikulasi kedah. pheww, jauh nun di sana. i was wondering why they place me there? i tak apply pon for that matriculation college. dah rezeki, so say alhamdulillah!! but, if possible, i am considering of going there. jauh la, it is 1km from changlung (sawadeekap). i have two friends who got the same place - wan and nas. lol... wan told me if we get there together, she already bajet dah nak turun ke langkawi.. haha, what a kaki jalan la she is. i thought it was a great idea, too... besides, i never pijakkan kaki lagi kat langkawi or any other lokasi percutian in malaysia (call me a kampung girl, i would not mind!). then, berangan pulak nak ke aussie... owh, what a big dream i have! in sha'a Allah, soon kan? amen for that!! :)
so, i am praying hard supaya dapat foundation in life science... amin amin amin... so, i don't have to travel so far la... dapat kat KL pon memang suka sangat-sangant! *grin widely* again, amin ya rabb!
alahai, all the stuff masa belajar for spm has all been forgotten!! cam ne ni? dulu, after exam ingat la lagi all the formulas and facts. now all gone. owh no! gotta revise sikit before nak start uni life ni...
sounds quite cliche la sebab orang lain mana ada nak hadap buku time cuti, hadap facebook ada la!
alaa... diaorang okay la sebab dah pandai. me not so pandai. to be honest, i'm just an average leaner la. so, in my opinion, i have to be in advance la takut ketinggalan. to succeed kenalah work smart kan... ahhh, wish to be a smartass... *sigh*
okay, dah habis mencarut kat sini. maghrib coming soon... :) so, i hope to be able to post more after this. but cannot janji la since i will be busy - in sha'a Allah (sengaja nak busy, nanti la kalau kena!)
so here i would like to express my deepest gratitude to those yang follow this blog. i know la i'm not as famous maria elena, sara joe, hanis zulaikha and others. but this is my first shot, alright.
so, next post maybe about my preparations to go to uni or matric la. i'm so looking forward to that. *excited!*
so, salam maghrib all. all is well !! :)