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assalamu'alaikum fellas. 

owh, sounds too cliche ke my post title? no lah kan... *sigh* alahai, kenapa mengeluh ni? 


so, a few days ago, UPU results were announced. LOL, like my friend said, waiting for that result was like we're getting married.. maknanya la, nervous cam gila babi, kan? but honestly la memang we all nervous gila, because we have to decide our future on the spot! owh, again cliche bunyinya... 


so, alhamdulillah, i got asasi sains hayat (foundation of life science) in UNIMAS. aww.. that is so far away. 
no jelly, eh? LOL. 


but at first memang la i tak decide nak pergi which one, matrik in kedah or unimas. then, thinking about asasi sains hayat ni (my dream is to be a doctor - in sha'a Allah), rasa macam sayang pulak I nak lepas. hohoo, bukan senang nak dapat tau, alhamdulillah... syukur nikmat ya Allah.. so, a lot of people have been saying the same thing again and again that i'd better go for asasi la... i mean, it opens the chances to chase my dream. ameen for that, huh. 


so, yeah, you know nak pergi jauh-jauh ni and then super expensive flight tickets lagi, memang la quite troublesome for my parents. we're not rich, okay! but, thank god la my ma is very open minded! she said, "ikut kak long la. ma ikut je". aahh isn't she a cool mom? mmuah!! 

okay, here's one a meme for super expensive flight tickets! dang!! 

so, nothing comes easy kan? i pon tak certain about my future lagi, in sha'a Allah, moga Allah kabulkan my prayers, kan. pray hard, work smart, be good or get fucked yo! 


nak berjaya kena la sacrifice sikit, kan? and the saddest part about studying in UNIMAS is, i won't be back for raya... now, i'm crying!!! i rasa that's the biggest pengorbanan i have ever made so far. sob sob... 


i will be missing my kampung a lot if i ever listen to this song, Hometown Glory by Adele. 
*sigh* maybe will be my raya song this year. 

Hometown Glory - Adele 

I've been walking in the same way as I didAnd missing out the cracks in the pavementAnd tutting my heel and strutting my feet"Is there anything I can do for you dear? Is there anyone I could call?No, and thank you, please madam, I ain't lost, just wandering"
Round my hometown, memories are freshRound my hometown, ooh, the people I've metAre the wonders of my world, are the wonders of my worldAre the wonders of this world, are the wonders and now
I like it in the city when the air is so thick and opaqueI love it to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shadesI like it in the city when two worlds collideYou get the people and the governmentEverybody taking different sides
Shows that we ain't gonna stand shitShows that we are unitedShows that we ain't gonna take itShows that we ain't gonna stand shitShows that we are united
Round my hometown, memories are freshRound my hometown, ooh, the people I've met
Are the wonders of my world, are the wonders of my worldAre the wonders of this world, are the wonders of my worldOf my world, yeah, of my world, of my world, yeah

okay, you all don't cry.. let me only yang cry... :(

as for my friends, i am so happy for them especially my lovely lovers NAFAS and tini, wan and others.
asma is going for matrik pulau pinang in seberang perai, seina is going for matrik negeri sembilan in kuala pilah (padan muka), sya is going for uitm dungun, terengganu for diploma pengurusan makanan (okay, i dapat makan free la ngan member nanti... no jelly, okay?), wan is going for matrik kedah in changlun (yeah, i was supposed to be there with her... sorry ye wan!), tinie she just called me and she said she's going to kptm in kota bharu. and me, i'm the furthers going. sarawak...

LOL and because of that, ramai orang dah kirim kek lapis, LOL... in sha'a Allah, kalau saya balik next year, nanti saya belikan untuk awak-awak semua okay... awak kan kawan saya yang saya paling sayang! mmuah!
but seriously, i memang suka kek lapis sarawak... rasa tak sama macam pound cake.. kiranya special la sikit... besides, the patterns and colors menambahkan selera la... nah, here are some pictures... no jelly tau!

ingatkan fabric je ada polka dots, kek lapis pon ada... 

the abstract-patterned kek lapis... looks mouth watering

regular plain looking kek lapis... tapi still sedap kan

now, i'm a pink lover... cam cute je kan kek lapis ni... 

my mom pulak, "kak long, nanti jangan lupa tau beli mutiara untuk ma, mak ngah, balqis (my cousin)... beli la gelang mutiara yang ada berambu-berambu tu... bla..bla..bla... ".
and i said, "boleh... asal bagi duit je..."

alahai, so gorgeous ni... *mampu ker?* 

wordless... 

hopefully dapatla i cari yang murah2 nanti... tak nak la my ma kempunan kan

someone nak bagi ni kat i? lol

LOL, okay so maybe ada hikmah la i pergi ke sana nanti. bolehla jugak i bawak balik some souvenirs for my friends and family, kan... alahai, dah bajet lebih ni... sampai pun belum lagi...

in sha'a Allah... mana tau kan, kot2 rajin naik flight ni boleh dapat sorang pilot! LOL... hmm, dah start dah drama ni... ayat pon semakin cliche semacam... semakin meningkat kegedikannya... (but, memang i suka pilots, lol!)

tak kisah la yang tu... kalau dapat ALHAMDULILLAH... huh, siap capslock tu..
tapi jangan la niat nak pergi sarawak for a husband quest.. lol...

okay, rasa dah penat dah mencacai dan membebel ni.. alahai...

before i go, nah i have some unimas pictures for you... unimas, here i come sayang... mmuahh lol

okay, la... adios for now.. all is well!! :) 

p/s: cannot wait nak pergi shopping with my mom...