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assalamu'alaikum fellas. 

owh, sounds too cliche ke my post title? no lah kan... *sigh* alahai, kenapa mengeluh ni? 


so, a few days ago, UPU results were announced. LOL, like my friend said, waiting for that result was like we're getting married.. maknanya la, nervous cam gila babi, kan? but honestly la memang we all nervous gila, because we have to decide our future on the spot! owh, again cliche bunyinya... 


so, alhamdulillah, i got asasi sains hayat (foundation of life science) in UNIMAS. aww.. that is so far away. 
no jelly, eh? LOL. 


but at first memang la i tak decide nak pergi which one, matrik in kedah or unimas. then, thinking about asasi sains hayat ni (my dream is to be a doctor - in sha'a Allah), rasa macam sayang pulak I nak lepas. hohoo, bukan senang nak dapat tau, alhamdulillah... syukur nikmat ya Allah.. so, a lot of people have been saying the same thing again and again that i'd better go for asasi la... i mean, it opens the chances to chase my dream. ameen for that, huh. 


so, yeah, you know nak pergi jauh-jauh ni and then super expensive flight tickets lagi, memang la quite troublesome for my parents. we're not rich, okay! but, thank god la my ma is very open minded! she said, "ikut kak long la. ma ikut je". aahh isn't she a cool mom? mmuah!! 

okay, here's one a meme for super expensive flight tickets! dang!! 

so, nothing comes easy kan? i pon tak certain about my future lagi, in sha'a Allah, moga Allah kabulkan my prayers, kan. pray hard, work smart, be good or get fucked yo! 


nak berjaya kena la sacrifice sikit, kan? and the saddest part about studying in UNIMAS is, i won't be back for raya... now, i'm crying!!! i rasa that's the biggest pengorbanan i have ever made so far. sob sob... 


i will be missing my kampung a lot if i ever listen to this song, Hometown Glory by Adele. 
*sigh* maybe will be my raya song this year. 

Hometown Glory - Adele 

I've been walking in the same way as I didAnd missing out the cracks in the pavementAnd tutting my heel and strutting my feet"Is there anything I can do for you dear? Is there anyone I could call?No, and thank you, please madam, I ain't lost, just wandering"
Round my hometown, memories are freshRound my hometown, ooh, the people I've metAre the wonders of my world, are the wonders of my worldAre the wonders of this world, are the wonders and now
I like it in the city when the air is so thick and opaqueI love it to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shadesI like it in the city when two worlds collideYou get the people and the governmentEverybody taking different sides
Shows that we ain't gonna stand shitShows that we are unitedShows that we ain't gonna take itShows that we ain't gonna stand shitShows that we are united
Round my hometown, memories are freshRound my hometown, ooh, the people I've met
Are the wonders of my world, are the wonders of my worldAre the wonders of this world, are the wonders of my worldOf my world, yeah, of my world, of my world, yeah

okay, you all don't cry.. let me only yang cry... :(

as for my friends, i am so happy for them especially my lovely lovers NAFAS and tini, wan and others.
asma is going for matrik pulau pinang in seberang perai, seina is going for matrik negeri sembilan in kuala pilah (padan muka), sya is going for uitm dungun, terengganu for diploma pengurusan makanan (okay, i dapat makan free la ngan member nanti... no jelly, okay?), wan is going for matrik kedah in changlun (yeah, i was supposed to be there with her... sorry ye wan!), tinie she just called me and she said she's going to kptm in kota bharu. and me, i'm the furthers going. sarawak...

LOL and because of that, ramai orang dah kirim kek lapis, LOL... in sha'a Allah, kalau saya balik next year, nanti saya belikan untuk awak-awak semua okay... awak kan kawan saya yang saya paling sayang! mmuah!
but seriously, i memang suka kek lapis sarawak... rasa tak sama macam pound cake.. kiranya special la sikit... besides, the patterns and colors menambahkan selera la... nah, here are some pictures... no jelly tau!

ingatkan fabric je ada polka dots, kek lapis pon ada... 

the abstract-patterned kek lapis... looks mouth watering

regular plain looking kek lapis... tapi still sedap kan

now, i'm a pink lover... cam cute je kan kek lapis ni... 

my mom pulak, "kak long, nanti jangan lupa tau beli mutiara untuk ma, mak ngah, balqis (my cousin)... beli la gelang mutiara yang ada berambu-berambu tu... bla..bla..bla... ".
and i said, "boleh... asal bagi duit je..."

alahai, so gorgeous ni... *mampu ker?* 

wordless... 

hopefully dapatla i cari yang murah2 nanti... tak nak la my ma kempunan kan

someone nak bagi ni kat i? lol

LOL, okay so maybe ada hikmah la i pergi ke sana nanti. bolehla jugak i bawak balik some souvenirs for my friends and family, kan... alahai, dah bajet lebih ni... sampai pun belum lagi...

in sha'a Allah... mana tau kan, kot2 rajin naik flight ni boleh dapat sorang pilot! LOL... hmm, dah start dah drama ni... ayat pon semakin cliche semacam... semakin meningkat kegedikannya... (but, memang i suka pilots, lol!)

tak kisah la yang tu... kalau dapat ALHAMDULILLAH... huh, siap capslock tu..
tapi jangan la niat nak pergi sarawak for a husband quest.. lol...

okay, rasa dah penat dah mencacai dan membebel ni.. alahai...

before i go, nah i have some unimas pictures for you... unimas, here i come sayang... mmuahh lol

okay, la... adios for now.. all is well!! :) 

p/s: cannot wait nak pergi shopping with my mom... 

unnecessary bebelan

assalamu'alaikum fellas

it has been a while since my last post. i remember it was a month ago. awww, i sound like a busy person but actually i'm not. haha..
nothing much to write since i'm all terperap dalam rumah. takkan nak update about pasang surut air (because i live near a river!) or pasal buah kelapa jatuh..bla..bla...

so, since i'm all free now, i just wanna drop by here and write. staying at home for almost five months is kinda boring. haha, i think i have gained much heavier since then. of course la kan? nak buat apa sangat. it's okay la... nanti when i start my campus life (in sha'a Allah) hopefully will shed some pounds!! haha, i hope sangat-sangat.

ok, that part does not matter that much. in my previous post, i had mentioned that my ma is terribly sick (but she's not being warded). alhamdulillah, i am more than thankful and grateful - overwhelmingly happy as my dearest ma has recovered. again, alhamdulillah... i remember, she was sooo  patient masa sakit. the penyakit is not like any other diseases. it's not a physical disease (no need to explain much much la). besides that penyakit we also have other problems, too... man, the situations were so damn tough. Allah knows!! but, berkat kesabaran and a lot of do'as, alhamdulillah, we can go through everything la. at least, i will not get worried so much la as i will be leaving her soon (sedih pulak when terkenangkan that moment). whatever it is, all is well!

sedar atau tidak, we're now in may. how time flies... so, i'll have around less than a month la living at my teratak buruk. then, gotta berhijrah somewhere la to continue my studies. aww... i'm a big girl now (memang big pon!).

what else to say? owh yeah, alhamdulillah, i got a study offer from kolej matrikulasi kedah. pheww, jauh nun di sana. i was wondering why they place me there? i tak apply pon for that matriculation college. dah rezeki, so say alhamdulillah!! but, if possible, i am considering of going there. jauh la, it is 1km from changlung (sawadeekap). i have two friends who got the same place - wan and nas. lol... wan told me if we get there together, she already bajet dah nak turun ke langkawi.. haha, what a kaki jalan la she is. i thought it was a great idea, too... besides, i never pijakkan kaki lagi kat langkawi or any other lokasi percutian in malaysia (call me a kampung girl, i would not mind!). then, berangan pulak nak ke aussie... owh, what a big dream i have! in sha'a Allah, soon kan? amen for that!! :)

so, i am praying hard supaya dapat foundation in life science... amin amin amin... so, i don't have to travel so far la... dapat kat KL pon memang suka sangat-sangant! *grin widely* again, amin ya rabb!

alahai, all the stuff masa belajar for spm has all been forgotten!! cam ne ni? dulu, after exam ingat la lagi all the formulas and facts. now all gone. owh no! gotta revise sikit before nak start uni life ni...

sounds quite cliche la sebab orang lain mana ada nak hadap buku time cuti, hadap facebook ada la! 

alaa... diaorang okay la sebab dah pandai. me not so pandai. to be honest, i'm just an average leaner la. so, in my opinion, i have to be in advance la takut ketinggalan. to succeed kenalah work smart kan... ahhh, wish to be a smartass... *sigh* 

okay, dah habis mencarut kat sini. maghrib coming soon... :) so, i hope to be able to post more after this. but cannot janji la since i will be busy - in sha'a Allah (sengaja nak busy, nanti la kalau kena!) 

so here i would like to express my deepest gratitude to those yang follow this blog. i know la i'm not as famous maria elena, sara joe, hanis zulaikha and others. but this is my first shot, alright. 

so, next post maybe about my preparations to go to uni or matric la. i'm so looking forward to that. *excited!* 

so, salam maghrib all. all is well !! :)